I got ticket for crossing red signal

How do u feel, Its Cleveland Clinic Area where signal are like 200 feet apart, and you are involved with the thought that u know someone at the hospital and trying to read whats around, whats department, suddenly there's flashlight from back and flashlight from front....at night taking picture of your car... There u go...I am crossing the red signal....I have no idea how much i will be charged but feeling really freaky...about my thought came up in midst and took my whole driving consciousness. I have crossed and being picured in Independence/Constitution Drive in Washington DC as well, crossing the red light.